Tuesday, November 17, 2015

So I decided to start blogging again

I'm 36. Married with twin boys. I would love another child. It has been challenging. I've been going through IVF and FET's since I was 33. I conceived my twin boys with IVF when I was 29. I've been through multiple tests. No polyps, fibroids. My uterus looks great according to two different RE's. We don't understand. I have 2 more FET's left. I plan to transfer in January 2016.  I've always wanted many children. Never imagined I wouldn't be able to conceive naturally, never did I think I would have twins, never would I think I would NOT be able to get pregnant a 2nd time.  I don't know why things are the way they are.  I blogged about infertility before I had the boys. I enjoyed sharing my journey, my thoughts and wishes. Seven years later, I have one last try, one last hope. We can't afford to do IVF again. We don't have the money. At some point, don't you have to stop? I'll be 37 in July of next year. I pray that I do get pregnant. I pray for all of my friends and family that are trying to get pregnant through IVF or whatever that they too achieve a child. I know how unfair the world is when others get pregnant so easily and don't even want a child. SMH.  That's life right? What can we do? We honestly have no control and all we can do is pray. God has the answers, he knows what are plan is. We can only accept the things we cannot change.

I start now... My journey to baby #3.  Please pray for me and my family.

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