Thursday aka My Friday

So Thursdays are my Fridays at work because I work from home on Fridays! Thank Goodness! I love waking up and not having to get dressed for work nor do the 40 - 45 minute commute! It's greatness!!

I really should start reevaluating my diet and soda intake before this last FET. I didn't work out so far this week. UGH! I'm so bad. I should start taking prenatals, and plan to start taking my birth control pills after my next period sometime in December. This will prepare me to get started right away on FET. I wonder if I should go ahead and buy my meds too while I'm on this current insurance prescription plan. It increases next year. I just have to get through the holidays! 

The boys have their last flag football game this Saturday when a cold front will be moving through! Can't it wait one more day? Wind chills in the 30's! Ugh! Poor kids!! We better win. We haven't lost a game all season!  We've already beat this team before. Hopefully they have nothing up their sleeve!

I'll leave you with a Football photo.

So I decided to start blogging again

I'm 36. Married with twin boys. I would love another child. It has been challenging. I've been going through IVF and FET's since I was 33. I conceived my twin boys with IVF when I was 29. I've been through multiple tests. No polyps, fibroids. My uterus looks great according to two different RE's. We don't understand. I have 2 more FET's left. I plan to transfer in January 2016.  I've always wanted many children. Never imagined I wouldn't be able to conceive naturally, never did I think I would have twins, never would I think I would NOT be able to get pregnant a 2nd time.  I don't know why things are the way they are.  I blogged about infertility before I had the boys. I enjoyed sharing my journey, my thoughts and wishes. Seven years later, I have one last try, one last hope. We can't afford to do IVF again. We don't have the money. At some point, don't you have to stop? I'll be 37 in July of next year. I pray that I do get pregnant. I pray for all of my friends and family that are trying to get pregnant through IVF or whatever that they too achieve a child. I know how unfair the world is when others get pregnant so easily and don't even want a child. SMH.  That's life right? What can we do? We honestly have no control and all we can do is pray. God has the answers, he knows what are plan is. We can only accept the things we cannot change.

I start now... My journey to baby #3.  Please pray for me and my family.